Scarlet whale starts swimming on the couch pillow On landscape painting, wind comes to shake the willow In the corner rises on his paws and stretches the porcelain dog All the house comes to life and buzzes at six o’clock The girl in purple always enters and finds her chair Crosses cozily her legs, and lets down black hair, And for hours on end, she says nothing at all Only smiles about something as the evening falls Down the corridor, mirrors glisten and fade I open the garage door, find a rake and a spade It’s going to take all night and day and another night To do things right I am digging two graves, for you and for me Wiping constantly my brow, oh it’s hard to see, And the girl in the purple throws me one look Through the window, and picks up herself a book Leave the vengeance to me thus says the Lord But the house wants to hear nothing of the sort Walls whistle and cheer, chimney dances in the dark And my porcelain dog runs circles and barks While I’m digging two graves, for both of us, While green angel of joy starts singing in grass While I load my non-existing Glock Because it’s six o’clock The girl in purple puts back the book on the shelf Tiredly steps out, I am all by myself Standing over two graves with the bleeding hands Only nothing ends See how the scarlet whale starts to swim off pillow Hear how branches whisper on the painted willow, Listen to the key turning in the lock Because it’s six o’clock Again, it’s six o’clock
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Early morning slyphs rise in a scene. Widows branches scrape colored reminders rummage through their hair to find a glimpse of what could have been or could be the next dream thought to happen. Mystery veils. We may never know and better than an empty grave waiting to be filled.
Taking me longer to find time to read. Ponder the words that express and suppress the emotions of solitude.
My heart feels for the recurring damaged girl in your words, Chen. I hope she does better as days go by, and for possibilities to always stay near.